Rotten heart is mine with dark grey it shines senseless and harmful with friends my words never make a good sense my future was in my past so let the coming come fast cause I know nothing will change forever I'll be the dark, the strange will stay always alone nothing could bring back my lucky tone kids were my close friends now I'm everyone's ghost whenever a damn one of them comes I shout: get lost yes this is the one I must be scary with red eyes to see I don't care about the right and wrong black death is my lovely song it's me now this is my new nature an evil and bad creature I'm the one who loves to hate and in the way of goodness I'll close the gate I don't like to see anyone laugh enough by the old tales about the beauty, humanity and such stuff nothing is lovely.. Loveliness is wrong to see anyone happy for one second is too long yes.. this is me bad like a devil should be and I tell the world if you all want to keep a life hurry up and kill me with a very sharp knife and cut my body to little pieces then burn it and spread the ashes in the far dark spaces then you might hear a laugh cause I've fooled you and it fairs enough that's with all the harm you did with cutting me then the burn you were doing me a favour by resting me of such a bigger pain no this is not because I want her back not even to see her face looking to her eyes or touching her hands not anymore my big case I don't think much about her shiny hair don't even remember who was her she is out of mind she is not even of my kind she is out of my heart too believe me that's true so don't think about blaming her for my situation because in fact she has no relation It's just me now this is my new nature an evil and bad creature